Thursday, August 1, 2019

What's it like to work in the ICU?


Alright peeps, let me first preface this by saying I have only worked as a registered nurse in my ICU for a grand total of three months. So please make no assumptions that I know all there is to know about working in an ICU. I have still so many things I have yet to experience and learn. I'm just so excited about everything and really wanted to document this for my own purposes (to look back on 5 years from now and laugh at how much I didn't know) and also for anyone who may be even mildly interested in knowing what goes on in an ICU in the hospital.

Also, another caveat, most of these photos are going to be stock photos I found online because taking pictures of patients in the hospital is generally frowned upon. So bear in mind that the photos are representative of a general idea of what an ICU looks like and is not my ICU specifically.

Finally, without further ado, let us begin.

What is an Intensive Care Unit anyway?
  •  To put it simply, the ICU is the place in the hospital where the sickest, most critically ill patients go. There they can be taken care of by doctors who specialize in intensive care (they're called Intensivists... go figure).
 What does an ICU nurse do?
  • Well all the main nurse type stuff you'd normally think of, like administering meds, performing assessments, etc etc. However ICU nurses are also trained on how to perform more advanced skills like caring for arterial lines, obtaining central venous pressures, titrating a myriad of high risk medications, among many other things (but perhaps more on that later). However in my opinion what really sets an ICU nurse apart is their ability to intensely and diligently monitor their patients and be able to interpret and act upon any changes that may occur.
An example of what an ICU monitor may look like. Each colored line is a waveform that represents a different type of measurement such as heart rate, blood pressure,oxygen level, etc.

The patients are usually complicated.
  • I saw this meme not too long ago that said something to the effect of the ICU is the place where there's a tube for every hole and if there's not a hole we make one... and put a tube in it. Which is pretty accurate actually. When you walk into a room in the ICU it can be very overwhelming to see someone hooked up to so many different things, especially when you don't understand what they are. I try to explain what each thing is to patient's family members because it is very traumatizing to see a patient with a tube down their throat and one coming out of their chest, and another coming out of their nose... it's a lot to take in.
  • Additionally, patient's in the ICU generally don't have just one thing wrong with them, it's typically a whole slew of issues. Multiple organs are failing in the setting of a person with multiple diseases, or someone with multiple traumatic injuries. One intervention that you do to help one issue the patient is having may exacerbate another problem. It's a fine balance of risks and benefits and overall what is the option that is going to lead to the best outcome for the patient? 
 
Death is common.  
  • Critical care medicine has definitely come a long way since it began in the 1960's. More people now survive their life threatening illnesses thanks to advancements in critical care than would have 50 years ago, or even 15 years ago! However the mortality rate in most ICU's is still 10%-29% (that statistic comes from the Society of Critical Care Medicine), leading the ICU RN to witness and be around death quite regularly.
  • With this amazing advancement in medical technology and our ability to keep people alive comes some serious ethical issues. Some things can be and are worse than death, and the possibility of only surviving on long term life support with low quality of life are all issues that are very real. Family members and the medical team are sometimes faced with difficult decisions on whether to continue intervention or to allow the person to pass naturally. Ethical issues such as these can be common place in the ICU, and there's usually not an exact right or wrong answer (I could continue talking about ethics in the ICU but for the sake of time I will refrain... anyone who is interested in further discussion can message me). 
We get to play with some pretty cool technology. 
  • Most everyone have heard the phrase 'life support', but if you're not around it all the time you probably don't really know what that means. I know prior to my nursing education I didn't. Life support is anything that helps support essential life functions. That could mean having a tube placed in your airway and connected to a ventilator to help you breathe, or IV medications that raise your blood pressure, or a machine that filters your blood like a kidney would and then returns it back to you. There is so many different things we can utilize in the ICU to support organ functioning and keep people alive, and depending on which ICU you work in and what types of patients it specializes in you may work more with one thing than another.
The ICU IS AWESOME.
  • I suspect I've already lost a lot of people's attention cuz this is getting a wee bit long, and I could seriously go on forever because I just love critical care so much, but we will end it here. Suffice it to say that the ICU is really an incredible place that honestly does save lives and I feel so honored to have the privilege to work where I do and with such amazing people who I look up to and have the opportunity to be mentored by.

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Summer Thus Far


Whelp. Summer of 2019 has been pretty good so far. Nathan and I went to Goblin Valley back in June. I hadn't been there since I was 16 years old and all I could remember from that time was the Goblin Valley was a magical, wonderful place and so naturally I had a desire to return. We rented an Airbnb in a small town nearby which worked out pretty nice because we got to retreat to an air conditioned place when the heat become too much. After spending half a day there we drove through Capitol Reef which was AMAZING. I didn't really take any photos but suffice it to say it was breathtaking.


 Went to the Genola Rodeo this year, courtesy of our brother in law, Buck. The fireworks show afterwards was totally on par as well, the soundtrack was this amazing mix of patriotic music and the  Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack, haha.


My uncle Bean got the CUTEST little lab whose name is Koufax. Isn't he a fur angel? So soft and perfect.


Our house is coming along and getting closer to being done. They've painted the outside and inside and now we're just waiting for light fixtures, plumbing, cabinets and flooring. It's small but it's exactly what I've always wanted! Small little white cottage. I can't wait until I can surround it with flowers, bushes and vines, and fill the inside with warm, cozy furniture and delicious food.


I'm officially off orientation. That means I'm FLYING SOLO people. Yup, on my own in the Shock Trauma ICU taking care of critically ill patients. My first two weeks have been a little more intense than I had anticipated as I've received new admissions on every single shift. Typically when you admit someone to the ICU they are in the sickest state they are going to be in and they need to be resuscitated and stabilized. I was so scared beforehand, worried about if I was going to be able to do what needed to be done to care for these patients. But I've said a lot of prayers and know that if I work hard and continue to study and learn that Heavenly Father will help me to remember all that I need to know to keep my patients safe, and have the resources and help that I need when I need it. And so far I definitely have! The Shock Trauma team is amazing and have helped and assisted me through some potentially dicey situations. I am so grateful to have what is literally my dream job, and be surrounded by very supportive people. I love love love critical care.

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

A Dream Has Come True!


When I was just a baby nursing student 4 years ago I had an inkling that the ICU would be the place for me. That inkling, through time and a multitude of experiences grew to be a determination to make it there; and folks, I am so pleased to announce that I at last have fulfilled my dreams and got a job in my hospital's Shock-Trauma ICU!!!

I just completed my second week of orientation and the pendulum of feelings swings from being completed nauseated and sick at the thought of eventually being on my own and responsible for these critically ill individuals to being totally pumped, excited and thrilled that I have this privilege.

I have such a long way to go, and have so much to learn and many skills to master before I reach the level I hope to be at. But I wanted to document this, the beginning of my journey, so that someday when I am a little more proficient at ICU nursing that I can look back and see how far that I've come!

This is something that I have wanted for so long, and although there have been moments of self doubt, I know this is my calling, and where I am supposed to be.

I just can't believe this is real.

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

A Day in Moab


Nathan and I made a somewhat spur of the moment decision to drive to Moab for the day this last Saturday, and I am so glad we did! The weather was a perfect 70 degrees, the sun was shining, and it just felt good to get the hell outta Dodge.


We took the puppies and so after a quick google search of "dog friendly hikes in Moab" we came up with Grandstaff Canyon, which turned out to be totally awesome. It had a stream the entire length of the trail, which was perfect for the dogs, and it ended at a large arch/natural bridge as pictured above.


Nate, Ripley and Melon. There was actually a ton of other dogs on the trail, so Ripley and Melon got to meet some new friends.


A dog's paradise.



After our hike we decided we had enough time to drive over to Dead Horse Point, and let me tell ya the view is absolutely breathtaking!!!


For some reason I find this picture totally hilarious... like I don't know why, I guess just taking a dog to see a national landmark is funny to me, haha. Anyway Melon seemed to have enjoyed it, just look at his face.


Ripley also had to jump up and take a look.

We drove home that night (it's a three hour drive each way), which was fine, because we just wanted to get away so bad but didn't really want to drop the money on a hotel. But I think for sure next time we will try to stay the night somewhere and not bring the dogs!


And here is a picture of the gnocchi I made tonight because I was pretty proud of it! I seriously CANNOT wait until our house is finished and I finally have a kitchen of my own. I find great joy in cooking/baking and I just feel like I haven't done nearly enough of it since we moved in with ma and pa. Like back at our old apartment I was watching the Great British Bake Off all the time and baking constantly to try to recreate some of the dishes off of it, and I miss doing that.

Wednesday, March 27, 2019

A Fond Memory

Hey, you.

Would you consider yourself a nostalgic person?

Nostalgia is what the dictionary would call "a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past."

I get that feeling a lot. It's not that I don't ever look forward, or that I am actually stuck in the past, but I just like to reminisce about the good times, you see.

I am going to share with you one of my favorite memories (Shelby, this one's for you).


This lovely green elephant to me, represents a magical, simpler time of life. It is the representation of a bucket full of good memories. Props to you if you actually know where it's from without me telling you!

For those of you who are not Disneyland aficionados, let me enlighten you.

This here, is the green elephant that once stood in the Gibson Girl ice cream shop on Main Street in Disneyland California. I love it because as a child and teenager, when my best friend Shelby and I were finishing a day at Disneyland (we went to Disneyland together a lot...) we would always stop at the ice cream parlor and sit at the bar next to this green elephant and eat our ice cream cones.

It reminds me of the end of a long day at Disney - our legs tired, our bellies sore from laughter, and our hearts filled to the brim with happiness. The lights would twinkle, and the gentle sound of music would play in the background as we would enjoy our treats and gaze up at this statue.

It's a simple thing, really, but it's burned into my memory with such fervor that I shall never forget it.

They took it out a couple of years ago when they remodeled the ice cream shop to make way for a bigger queue, but while wandering around Disneyland a couple months ago I saw that it had found a new home in Adventureland. Next time you're at Disney see if you can spot it!

(circa 2011)

Sunday, March 24, 2019

Lately

Realized it had been a minute since I updated the old blog! Some biggish things to report.

Drum roll....


We're building a house!!! Here's our pile of dirt. I've been dreaming of this moment for a long, long time and I can't believe it's finally here. Originally we weren't even planning on looking for anything until the summertime but Nathan found the cutest little neighborhood and we met with the builder and liked them and felt good about it and two weeks later we'd signed a contract. So it all happened pretty fast, but everything just fell into place so nicely I can't help but feel it was where we were meant to be.

We haven't broke ground quite yet, but I'll take some photos and share as the building progresses.

Also back in January I flew out to New Orleans to hang out with my bestie, Shelby and meet my Godson (God-Son, God Son, however the crap you spell it....), Charlie!


Bought some stylin' Tulane gear.



We rode bikes along the Mississippi.


And enjoyed a beautiful sunset in Aubudon Park.


My cutest little godson, Charles. Isn't he adorable!? He is so perfectly round.


Honestly the best thing about New Orleans (besides visiting my friends of course) is the food!!!! So We ate out at several new restaurants. We tried out Emeril's this time, and it was quite delicious.


I got the chicken and waffles. When we made our reservation you had to pick and 'occasion' so Scott and I said it was someone's birthday in hopes we'd get free dessert or something. Well when they were checking us in they host said "Oh and it's someone's birthday", but Scott and I forgot to clue Shelby in so Shelby was all like....uhhhhh no? So I had to hurry and save us by saying - Yes, yes it is, remember?! My belated birthday celebration?!. Haha anyway the end of the story is that we didn't get anything free despite all that, so I guess lesson learned.


I've taken quite a significant less amount of photos over the last 6 months or so, so not too much picture wise to share. My life is filled with working three nights a week on the tele unit at the hospital and finishing up my last semester of my bachelor's program. One month to go until I have my like, fourth, college graduation haha. I seriously can't wait to be done though! I'm not going back to school for a while after this... maybe like 10 years. I need a break!

Thursday, January 17, 2019

2018 In Review

JANUARY


Started my last semester of the RN program and started my preceptorship in the ICU.


Opened up my etsy shop - Petunia Felt Co, and had a lot of fun crafting and creating new things.


FEBRUARY


Nate quit his long haul trucking job!


Grandpa Greene's birthday party.


Baked a lot of treats.

MARCH


Went to my cousin's wedding at the Salt Lake Temple, and its was freeeezing.


Went on lots of adventures with little Mel.

APRIL


Went to Lagoon with the Hartshorn family and rode Cannibal three times.


Continued making donuts and other creations for Petunia Felt Co.


GRADUATED NURSING SCHOOL!


Went on walks with the Mel and Nate.


Chopped off my hair.

MAY


Baking obsession continues.


Ogden hikes.


Celebrated Cassady's birthday at City Creek.


Watched Boone play baseball.

JUNE

Went to New Orleans to visit the Shelbster.


Disneyland!!!!!


Said goodbye to our cute little Ogden apartment and moved south to my parent's house.

JULY


New job at the hospital.


Shelby's baby shower.


Idaho adventures.


Annual summertime rodeo with our pals.

AUGUST


Watched Boone's football games.


Saturday at Silver Lake Flats with the doggos.


Explored Thanksgiving Point Gardens in a golf cart.


Started the BSN program and closed up Petunia Felt Co for a while.

SEPTEMBER


Melon gets fixed and wouldn't wear his cone of shame so he had to wear onesies.

OCTOBER


Disneyland with the girls and got my first Disneyland Annual Pass.

NOVEMBER


State Championship Football game.


Disneyland again, this time Christmas style.


Thanksgiving in Idaho.

DECEMBER


6th anniversary at Ruth's Chris!


Christmas at home!!! 


St. George vacation with the Hartshorn's.


New Year's Eve at work!

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Overall 2018 was a pretty good year. It was jam packed with all sorts of changes and new things with some challenges mixed in as well. Here's to 2019 and hoping for lots of new, great memories to make!