I'm Sexy and I Know It

Occasionally I get into these moods where I take selfies in front of the bathroom mirror. Don't judge me. I know you do it too. I have mastered a broad range of dorky facial expressions. I'm sexy and I know it, apparently. Also I like to build nests on top of my head with my hair sometimes (see above).

I changed my work schedule. Now I go in at six thirty in the AM, and let me tell you, the buttcrack of dawn is not a pretty time, however getting off work at three o' clock in the afternoon is shveeeet. Now if I can only learn to go to bed earlier than I truly will be happy with life.

I've been thinking today. Isn't agency a beautiful thing? Sometimes a not-so-beautiful thing? I think a lot of times we as humans question our ability to make choices, and then we question those choices we do make. Especially in the mormon sphere I think we believe there is a 'right' choice to every move we make, but ya know what, sometimes there's not. Sometimes there are multiple choices that are all equally as great. God gives us our agency because he wants us to learn and grow from our choices. He doesn't want to tell us everything to do. We make our own destinies. As un-romantic as that may sound. It's true. I think the real test is in making the most out of the decisions we do make, and being happy with them and with ourselves - correcting mistakes if we make them! That's how we grow afterall.

I start a CNA class in just a couple weeks. It is only the beginning of my prerequisites to nursing school, but I'm pretty excited about it. Perhaps someday I will make something of myself, let's hope so.